last 10 months you was the closest friend to me, while nearly 1 month it took away all my energy.

i thought you can be more part of my world.

 

      i had a car in NY. I drove througth the tunnel to the New Jersey side somewhere on the

      level of 42 street and made a turn to the right when i left the tunnel. There is a small street 

      with one family house. There you have a most beautiful view to Manhattan.  

 

it was beautiful.

i will later be controlled by more sophisticated "paradigms" but i will remain absolutely basic and essential.